Kashamkash
I’m Miss Aarzu Nagpal a 20 year old girl belong to Muktsar(Punjab)India currently staying at Chandigarh bcoz of my study.
Baat tab ki hai jab main apne parents ke sath reh ke mere home city Muktsar mein 10+2 kar rahi thee.Mere ghar mein mere mom-dad aur sirf main hee hoon.I don’t hv any brother or sister.Hamara ghar double story hai.Mera room 1st floor pe thaa taaki main bina disturbance apni study kar sakun.Main din bhar ground floor pe rehti aur raat ko 10 baje oopar apne room mein chali jaati.2 baje tak study karti aur fir so jaati.Haalanki mera room Fully AC thaa but mere ko walking karte huye study karne ki aadat thee aur hai.SO main apni book leke open roof par walking karte huye study karti thee.
Ek din main aise hee walking karte huye study kar rahi thee,maine black color ka track suit pehna hua thaa.Achanak meri nazar sath wale ghar ki roof pe gayi,vahaan unka ladka jo mujhse 2-3 saal elder thaa andhere mein khada mujhe watch kar raha thaa.Pehle to maine dhyaan nahi diya but jab vo lagaatar mujhe watch karta raha to main apne room mein aa gayi aur room mein apne bed pe baith ke study karne lagi.Kyunki mujhe aadat nahi thee aise study karne ki to mera dil study mein nahi lag raha thaa.Main ye soch ke baahar aa gayi ki vo ladka ab tak neeche chala gaya hoga.But baahar aa ke dekha to vo ab bhi vahin khada thaa.Mujhe dar lagne laga aur main fir room mein aa gayi aur apne room ko andar se lock karke lights band karke so gayi.
Next day fir se vahi hua.Pehle to maine socha ki papa ko bata doon.Fir mujhe laga bekar mein padosion ke sath jhagda ho jaayega aur fir us ladke ne konsa mujhe koyi nuksaan pahunchaya hai jo main itna bada panga karwa doon.Ye soch ke maine decide kiya ki agar vo mere ko dekhta hai to dekhta rahe ab main apni study ka nuksaan nahi karungi.Din par din beetate rahe main apni study karti rehti aur vo chupchap khada mujhe dhekhta rehta .EK din maine notice kiya ki vo apni roof pe nahi hai.Maine socha kahin gaya hoga out of city.Fir lagaatar 3-4 din tak vo mujhe nahi dikha.Pata nahi kyun mujhe uski abcense achi si nahi lag rahi thee.5th day maine socha uske ghar jake aati hoon taaki pata to lage ki maazra kya hai aajkal; janaab roof pe kyun nahi aate.Maine uske ghar jaane ka time jaan boojh ke vo choos kiya jis time uske ghar vo akela hota hai.Uske ghar jaane ka bahaana maine ye banaya ki meri shirt pata nahi kaise unke ghar gir gayi hai(Shirt maine jaan boojh ke giraayi thee).
Sham ko 4 baje maine mamma ko bola mamma meri shirt jo roof pe sookhne daali huyi thee pata nahi kaise urr ke Sunita aunty ke ghar gir gayi hai main leke aati hoon,aur main bhag ke ghar se baahar nikli aur unke ghar chali gayi.Andar gayi to maharaj lobby mein baithe they.Maine kaha meri shirt urr ke aapke ghar aa gayi hai,main lene aayi hoon.To vo bola haan mamma ne utha ke andar cupboard mein rakh di thee,mamma bol rahi thee aapke ghar deke aane ko but unko achanak kahin jana parr gaya, tum baitho main abhi laa ke deta hoon.Vo andar gaya aur meri shirt le aaya.Mujhko shirt pakdaate huye bola Aarzu plz don’t mind apni cheejein sambhal ke rakha karo.Main to shreef hoon koyi aur hota to tumhari shirt se khelta rehta
Maine kaha jaanti hoon aap kitne shreef ho,roz raat ko sharaafat dikhate ho,mujhe watch karte rehte ho.To vo bola abhi ghar mein koyi nahi hai aur acha nahi lagta tum jyada der mere ghar mein ruko,kisi ne dekh liya to pata nahi kya sochega aur fir tumhari mom bhi tumse swaal poochegi ki itni dwer kyun laga di shirt lane mein coz unko pata hai ki main is time ghar mein akela hota hoon.Ye baatein hum raat ko bhi kar sakte hain.Abhi tum jaao jaldi se main raat ko roof pe aake tumse is bare mein baat karunga.Aur main apne ghar chali aayi.Uske baad main apne kaam mein lag gayi.
Aur fir raat ko main oopar apne room mein chali gayi.Jaise hee maine apni books uthayi aur room se baahar jaane lagi to mujhe yaad aaya ki aaj pata nahi kya hoga,pehle to vo sirf mujhe watch hee karta thaa par aaj to baat karne wala hai.Mujhe kuch excitement si hone lagi.Main book leke baahar aa gayi aur walking karte huye study karne lagi,Study jaroor kar rahi thee par mera dhyan usi taraf thaa ki vo abhi aayega aur mere se baat karega.But vo nahi aaya.Main us roj raat 1 baje tak study karti rahi is wait mein ki vo aayega.Ant mein thak haar ke main room mein chali gayi aur so gayi.Next day mujhe sara din gussa aata raha us pe ki meri neend bhi kharaab kar di gadhe ne,agar baat karne aana hee nahi thaa to bola kyun.School se ghar aane ke baad mujhe lagne laga ki kal nahi aaya to aaj to jaroor aayega.Par vo nahi aaya.Uski wait karte karte 5 din beet gaye
6th day vo mujhe gali mein mil gaya maine aise uski aur dekha ki usko pata chale ki uske na aane ke kaaran main usse bahut naaraz hoon.Usne aankhon hee aankhon mein sorry bola.Fir us raat bhi maine uski wait ki par vo nahi aaya.Main ant mein raat 1 baje ke kareeb gusse se pair patakti huyi apne room mein aa gayi aur light bujha ke sone ki koshish karne lagi.Achanak mujhe aisa laga jaise kisi ne window ko halke se knock kiya ho.Main window pe gayi aur boli,”Kon hai”?To vo dheere se bola main hoon Aarzu door kholo tumse baat karni hai.Main gusse se boli dafa ho jaao mujhe koyi baat nahi karni.To vo bola plz meri baat to suno,dekho main kitna risk leke aaya hoon.Maine bola itne din kahaan they.To vo bola hmmm to tum itne din se meri wait kar rahi thee?Maine kaha wait…my foot,to vo bola,”Aarzu dekho ho sakta hai is tara raat ko trace passing karne ki himmat dobara na juta paaun.plz door kholo aur meri baat sun lo.
Maine kaha yahin khade khade hee baat karo, main nahi kholti door,agar kisi ne dekh liya to?To vo bola yahaan khade kisi ne dekh liya to bahut bada panga ho jaayega kisi ne chor samajh ke shor macha diya to?Fir vo bola acha theek hai nahi karni baat to main jaata hoon,fir kabhi sahi.Jab usne ye kaha to main reh nahi saki maine usko kaha ruko door kholti hoon.Maine door khola to vo andar aa gaya.Thodi der hum dono hee chup baithe rahe.Fir maine poocha ab bataao kyun watch karte they mujhe?To vo bola agar bataya to naaraz to nahi hogi na?Maine kaha naaraz hone wali baat huyi to naaraz houngi.To vo bola fir to main nahi bataata,main jata hoon,aur vo uth khada hua.maine kaha arey baba ruko,bolo kyun watch karte they mujhe?Main nahi houngi naaraz.To vo bola Aarzu first day to main koyi cheej uthane aaya thaa but tum itni sunder lagi ki dil kiya tumko dekhta hee rahun.uske baad roz aane laga.Pehle to tum mujhe dekh ke irritate hoti thee,dheere dheere tumko mera tumhein watch karma acha lagne laga.Mujhe laga tumko bhi main acha lagne laga hoon.Par mere paas ye jaanane ka koyi raasta nahi thaa ki jo main sochta hoon vo sahi hai ya nahi.Tumse is dar se direct pooch nahi saka ki kahin tum apne parents ko bata ke dono gharon mein ladaayi na karwa doon.So thakk haar ke mujhe yahi raasta mila ki main kuch din na aaun.Agar tumko main acha nahi lagta hua to tumko koyi farak nahi padega mere na aane se.Aur agar main tumko acha lagta hua to tum jaroor kisi na kisi tareeke se jaanane ki koshish karogi ki main kyun nahi aa raha tumko dekhne.Us din mere ghar tum isiliye aayi thee,shirt ka to bahana thaa.Maine poocha fir us roz kyun nahi aaye aur uske baad bhi aaj aaye ho.To vo bola yaar tumse baat karne ke liye ye jaroori thaa ki tumhare room mein aaun like today kyunki itni baatein baahar khade hoke karte aur koyi humko dekh leta to panga ho jaata.Aur tuhare room tak aane ka chance nahi mil raha thaa.Aaj chance mila to main aa gaya.