Ek Anokha Bandhan--17
gataank se aage.....................
Aditya ko bada hi ajeeb laga ki zarina shone ja rahi hai. ushe laga tha ki vo dono baith kar dher saari baate karenge. Ushne zarina ko kuch bhi kahna sahi nahi samjha aur chupchaap nahaane ke liye wash room mein ghuss gaya. “shaayad bahut thak gayi hai meri jaan. Vaise safar tha bhi bahut lamba.” Aditya ne man hi man socha.
Jab vo baahar aaya to dekha ki zarina kamre ki khidki ke paas khadi hai aur baahar jhaank rahi hai. aditya toliye se apne baal sukhaata huva ushke paas aaya aur bola, “jaan kin vichaaro mein khoyi ho. Chehre par bahut chinta zanak bhaav hain. Aur tum to shone ja rahi thi, yaha par kyon khadi ho.”
“oh…tum aa gaye. Aditya kuch baato ko lekar pareshaan hun.”
“kaun si baatein?”
“hum ja to rahe hain gujrat vaapis par kya hum sahi kar rahe hain?. Kya ye duniya hamaare rishte ko bardaast kar paayegi.”
“achaanak ye sab deemag mein kaha se aa gaya?” aditya ne pucha.
“tum nahaane gaye the to maine tv on kar liya. Ek news dekh kar dil dahal utha.”
“kaisi news dekh li tumne?”
“hamaari hi tarah do log pyar karte the bahut. Ladka muslim tha aur ladki hindu. Aaj subah un dono ko honour ke naam par maar diya gaya. aaj kal har kishi par honour killing ka bhoot sawaar hai. mujhe dar lag raha hai aditya. Kya hamaara vadodara jaana jaroori hai, hum apni choti si duniya kya kahi aur nahi basa sakte.”
“kaisi baat karti ho zarina, hamaara ghar hai vaha, kaarobaar hai. hum duniya se dar kar bhaag nahi sakte sab kuch chhod kar. Aur ye hindu-muslim ka jhagda gujrat tak shimit nahi hai. kaha chupenge hum jaakar.”
“aditya vaha hamein jaante hain log, log jaante hain ki tum hindu ho aur main muslim hun. kahi aur jaayenge to main bhi khud ko hindu bata dungi. Baat hi khatam ho jaayegi saari.kishko pata chalega hamaara religion. Tumne hi to kaha tha ki chehre par dharam nahi likha hota.”
“vo sab to theek hai jaan par mujhe ye idea bilkul pasand nahi hai. tum to dar gayi abhi se. maut se kitna ghabraati ho tum?”
“maut se dar nahi hai koyi, bas tumhe khona nahi chaahti. Hum mar gaye to bhi to hum juda hi honge. Rooh ko chain nahi milega meri. Kya ye sab manjoor hai tumhe.”
“tum to ye soch kar chal rahi ho ki aisa hi hoga. Magar jeendagi mein nishchit kuch nahi hota. Mujhe yakin hai ki sab theek hoga hamaare saath. Kya tum apne ghar nahi jaana chaahti.”
“bilkul jaana chaahti hun. vo ghar to mere sapno ka ghar hai. par aditya agar phir se kishi ne tum par hamla kiya to main sah nahi paaungi. Ghar jaane ke liye betaab hun main. Bas ye news dekh kar dil pareshaan sa ho gaya hai. allaah hamaare pyar ki hifaazat kare.”
“bas ek baat kahunga. Main aasmaan se girne wali beejali se bahut darta tha. tv par ek baar dekha tha ki kuch log beejali girne se mar gaye. Jab bhi baaris ke dino mein baadal garajte the, mera dil bechain ho uthta tha. mere dada ji mera ye dar jaan gaye the. Ek baar unhone mujhe baitha kar samjhaaya ki…aasmaan se girne waali beejli kahi na kahi to giregi par jaroori nahi hai ki hamaare upar hi gire. Ish vichaar se mera dar gaayab ho gaya. maanta hun ki hamaara rishta kuch logo ko pasand nahi aayega. Par ek baat samajh lo kuch log hamaara saath bhi denge. Jaroori nahi hai ki hamaare saath bura hi ho. Kuch acha bhi ho sakta hai. tum mere saath chalo…mujh par yakin rakho…jo hoga dekha jaayega.”
“tum par to apne khuda se bhi jyada yakin hai mujhe. Bas ish anmol pyar mein aur koyi twist nahi chaahti hun main.”
“zarina vaise to jeendagi hai, kuch bhi ho sakta hai magar mujhe yakin hai ki agar hum dono saath hain to koyi bhi hamaara kuch nahi bigaad sakta. Hum dono saath rahenge aur vahi apne ghar mein rahenge.”
“theek hai ab kuch nahi sochungi. Bas ye news dekh kar dar gayi thi. main saath hun tumhaare har kadam par. mera khud ka man bhi kaha hai apne ghar se dur rahne ka.”
“acha chalo chhodo ye sab. Tum ye bataao itni jaldi shone kyon ja rahi thi. taxi mein to hum khul kar baat hi nahi kar paaye driver ke kaaran. Ab jaakar moka mila tha kuch baate karne ka aur tum shone ki baate karne lagi. Bilkul acha nahi laga mujhe.”
“sar mein dard hai aditya. Thaka diya itne lambe safar ne. sar mein dard hoga to kaise dher saari baate karungi. Socha thoda sa sho lungi to theek ho jaayega. Par neend hi nahi aayi.”
“arey paagal ho tum bhi. Aisa tha to bataana tha na mujhe. Main abhi medicine le aata hun.”
“nahi tum kahi mat jaao please. Mere paas raho. Ho jaayega theek thodi der mein. Main medicine kam hi leti hun.”
“acha chalo late jaao araam se. ye sar dard safar ke kaaran hai. araam karne se hi dur hoga.” Aditya ne kaha.
“aditya ye bataao ki tum mandir mein mere aage haath jod kar kyon khade the tum.?”
“kyonki meri bhagvaan to tum hi ho ab. Ishliye tumhaare aage hi haath jod kar khada ho gaya tha.”
“hahahaha, majaak acha kar lete ho tum. main bhagvaan kaise ban gayi.” Zarina ne kaha.
“jitna pyar tum mujhe karti ho utna koyi farista hi kar sakta hai kishi ko. pure ek saal tak tumne mera intezaar kiya. Koyi aur hota to kab ka mujhe bhool kar nayi duniya shuru kar chuka hota. Jab mujhe hosh aaya aur pata chala ki ek saal baad aankh khuli hai meri to yahi laga mujhe ki maine apni zarina ko kho diya. Magar jab tumhaare khatt padhe to ahsaas huva ki tumhaare man mein mere prati pyar kam hone ki bajaay aur badh gaya hai. kya aisa koyi maamuli insaan kar sakta hai. tabhi tumhe bhagvaan maan liya hai maine.”
“tumhaare liye ek saal to kya puri jeendagi bhi intezaar kar leti. Nayi duniya basaane ka to sawaal hi nahi uthta. Mujhe yakin tha ki tum aaoge ek din aur dekho tum aa gaye. ye bas hum dono ke pyar ki taakat hai jishne hamein sambhaale rakha.”
“jo bhi ho mere liye to tum hi meri bhagvaan ho.”
“theek hai phir, vaada karo vats ki meri har baat maanoge.”
“vo to vaise bhi maanta hi hun, ishme vaade ki kya baat hai.” aditya ne kaha.
Ek pal ko dono ki nazre takraayi to dono khade khade bas ek dusre ki nigaahon mein kho gaye. kuch bahut hi gahri baate huyi aankho hi aankho mein dono ke beech. In baaton ko shabdo mein pirona mushkil hai kyonki aankho ki bhaasa sirf aankhe hi bolti hain aur aankhe hi samajhti hain. Vakt jaise tham sa gaya tha.
“kya dekh rahe ho meri aankho mein aditya.”
“jo tum dekh rahi ho meri aankho mein vahi main dekh raha hun tumhaari aankho mein.” Aditya ne hanste huve kaha.
Aur phir achaanak hi aditya zarina ki aur badha. Zarina samajh gayi ki aditya ka kya iraada hai vo fauran vaha se bhaag kar bistar par late gayi karvat le kar, “mujhe shone do ab. Shone se sar dard bhaag jaayega.”
Aditya mushukuraata huva bistar ke kone par baith gaya aur note pad utha kar ush par kuch likhne laga. Likh kar ushne awaaj ki, “uh…uh”
Zarina ne mud kar dekha to paaya ki ushke peeche ek kaagaz pada tha.
Ush par likha tha, “itna pyar karte hain hum dono. Pure ek saal baad mile hain. Ek chumban to banta hi hai hamaara. Tum kyon bhaag aayi, kitna acha awsar tha ek chumban ke liye.”
Zarina ne bina aditya ki taraf dekhe ushi kaagaz par neeche kuch likh kar aditya ki taraf sarka diya aur karvat le kar late gayi.
Aditya ne vo kaagaz uthaaya.
Ush par likha tha, “pyar ka matlab kya ye hai ki hum chumban mein leen hon jaayein. Bhulo mat abhi hum kunvaare hain. Shaadi nahi huyi hai hamaari. Ye sab shaadi ke baad hi acha lagta hai, ush se pahle nahi. Please bura mat maan-na par ye sab abhi nahi.”
Aditya ye padh kar thoda bhaavuk ho gaya. ushne dusra kaagaz liya note pad se aur ush par kuch likh kar zarina ke bagal mein rakh kar bina awaaj kiye vaha se uth kar khidki par aa kar khada ho gaya. zarina ko ye ahsaas bhi nahi huva ki aditya ne kuch likh kar ushki bagal mein rakh diya hai.
Vaise zarina padi to thi chupchaap karvat liye par vo besabri se intezaar kar rahi thi aditya ke jawaab ka. Jab kaafi der tak aditya ki koyi awaaj ushe shunayi nahi di to ushne mud kar dekha aur paaya ki aditya khidki ke paas khada hai aur ushki bagal mein ek kaagz pada hai.
Zarina ne turant vo kaagaz uthaaya.
Ush par likha tha, “sorry jaan main bhul gaya tha ki abhi hum kunvaare hain. Actually kabhi dhyaan hi nahi diya ish baat par. Kuch jyada hi adhikaar samajh baitha tum par. Sorry aage se aisa nahi hoga. Shaadi kar lenge jaate hi hum.”
Zarina fauran bistar se uth kar aayi aur aditya ke kadmo mein baith gayi.
“arey ye kya kar rahi ho utho. Paagal ho gayi ho kya.”
“mujhe maaf kar do aditya. Meri ammi aur abba ne jo mujhe sanskaar diye hain vo mujhpe haavi ho gaye the. Tumhaara to shaadi ke bina bhi haq hai mujhpe. Mujhse bhool ho gayi jo ki vo sab likh diya. Main apne aditya ko aisa kaise kah sakti hun.”
“arey utho paagal ho gayi ho tum. Maafi to mujhe maangni chaahiye. Main shaayad bahak gaya tha. pahli baar huva hai mere saath aisa. Aur tumhaare ammi aur abba ne bahut achi shiksa di hai tumhe. Acha laga ye dekh kar ki tum itna aadar karti ho unki baaton ka. Utho ab, galti meri hi thi jo ki ish rishte mein achaanak ek jhalaang lagaane ki soch raha tha.”
kramashah...............................